Getting late, but just need to get a peeve or two off of my back before I go to bed. So forgive me if I spout a bit.

First, people who will talk behind your back, but don't have the courage, guts, or decency to say something to you. I'm the type that if I've got something to say to someone, I'll say it to them first, and try to do it privately first so as not to cause them embarresment or anything like that. But to many people won't do that. I've got someone telling me that people are talking about me for something that happened, and yet not one of these other people, whoever they may be, have said a thing to me. Course if the person telling me that originally holds true, it wouldn't be the first time he was full of it. But the only other person I've talked to about it, I went to them first. So would love to know what this grand conversation is, and why these people couldn't be bothered to talk to me first about it if they're actually talking, wondering, or whatever.

The second part is frustrating especially to me, because I want to talk, and spout, yell about some things that have happened that have really insulted and offended me, yet I'm not really in a position to do so for a variety of reasons. I'm frustrated though because questions were asked, I answered in a polite, respectful manner, and others get ticked. I don't get it. Why get in a discussion about something if you're not willing to have others discuss what you say and disagree with you? And sadly it doesn't end with that, but I won't go into more detail. It'll just get me upset, offended, and plain ticked off again. Just frustrating when people insist that you should do something you're already doing, when they themselves refuse to do the same, or see the ones around them that won't do it.

Ok, time to leave that stupidity and idiocy behind. I've had enough of that garbage over the last few days, and it's making me rethink some things abit, but I'm going to leave it for now.

Job front is looking better. Not for the teaching yet, but that'll come in time. But looks like I might be able to get a job at the local bookstore, which would work out well. Especially since it's something that I already know pretty well. Just have to see how that works out. In any case, I'll leave wishing you a lot more peace than I've had lately. :)